Hello everyone! I'm sorry for my really incoherent, terse post a few hours ago. Things were still in the air; all I knew was my grandmother was in the hospital, and in the ICU. Things are less uncertain, I'm calmer now, so...thought I should talk about it properly.

My grandmother successfully underwent surgery for what was wrong; now we have the recovery, of course, so we're not out of the woods yet, if we ever are, but the part everyone was most worried about is, thankfully, over and done with. It was really sudden, which is why I was so freaked out -- like, literally, Happy Easter oh by the way here's an aneurism. I'm not even frickin kidding. That is pretty much what happened. I was kinda bent out of shape this morning as it dawned on me, not half asleep, what my mom meant by "your grandmother is in the ICU" and "blood clot" and "aneurism". Like, my mind put me into shock so I wouldn't comprehend it, and then...I did. And my mind went to hell and back and did about ten barrel rolls while it was at it, 'cause. I'm really, really, really glad she's gone through the surgery okay. Really hoping this good sign is a BIG good sign.

And now to talk about other things, 'cause I can.

Anime Boston was last weekend. I was there. I didn't cosplay, but instead derped around watching anime and creeping on all the awesome cosplayers. There were so many Hamsteaks. And the Tales photoshoots were beautiful -- it's official, I really, really, REALLY love the Tales of fandom. Forever. Completely. It was just so awesome. And there was a random Garterbelt that took part in the shoots too -- that was HILARIOUS.

I also did end up bringing baseball up during the con (other than grumbling that I couldn't watch the Yanks opener anywhere but pricey bars, not that it would have been very fun to watch the Yanks get pwned while everyone went 'oh hey here we have entertainment' and I went 'aaaaaaagh'), but they shot first. Seriously, I wasn't going to do anything, and then I walk by a con sign that is giving you the "con rules" with most of them being derpy/fandomy, and the very last one was HATE The Yankees. I stood by it with a sign that read OBJECTION for three-quarters of an hour, until I was told signs apparently weren't allowed. u_u I feel shitty for breaking con rules, though I honestly didn't know, but I'm also glad I got some chuckles, sighs, and conversations out of it. (As well as several calls of "OVERRULED!!!" XD)

Unfortunately, I don't think I've quiiiiiite broken my creative block. I still have barely written a word. Most of what I've written in the past few months has been on my blog, and that being random review-like thoughts on various shows I've watched (or rather, foods I've eaten, really...). I've been doodling a little more than that, but not by much. The only real big completed project I did was for my boyfriend, but things have happened so I don't know if that'll get used in the end or not. u_u

I guess the good news is I'm thinking in terms of creating, it's just that I'm having trouble bringing it to the next step--actually doing it.

And last but not least, finally making some headway in Tales of Phantasia thanks to my boyfriend's backlit DS (so I can see where I'm going! *angelic chorus*) AND I got Tales of Graces F. I wasn't even thinking about it, but we walked into GameStop and there was a huge display for it and I was bouncing in directions and...I still owe my boyfriend for that, hehehe. And I needs access to his PS3, or to go home. But I has it. :3