I usually make it a point to read the journals of people I watch, or at least those I have some sense of relationship past "watcher and watchee" with, but...I'm sorry. 105 journals is too much for me to handle. I'm on the brink of taking my boyfriend's advice and deleting my now-1200-strong queue of deviations to look at. I really, seriously, do NOT want to have to do that, but...if I don't get the virus thing resolved anytime soon, I might have to.
So what's been up with me? Not much in particular, actually. The virus is annoying the crap out of me, I've still been drawing daily, I'm considering digging out a blank notebook (I have an addiction to blank notebooks...defiling that first page is scary, cause you don't know if you're doing it wrong, but wholly magical) and starting a daily writing journal, like when I had Freshman Writing Seminar last year. We had to write on a topic daily. I won't, sadly, have anyone telling me what to write, though. My indecisiveness will love that.
Emotionally, I don't know. I think I've always been an unstable, imbalanced soul, as I have been easily moved by anything all my life...it's just bothering me even more now. I think I may have gotten that much more sensitive.
In terms of Photoshop and Flash classes, I'm staring at yet another finished project. We were supposed to take a picture of our selves and make it appear as though we were stuck within a screen (a computer screen, TV screen, etc.). Id love to show it, though its not much editing done, but Im not really quite comfortable with the notion of putting my picture up on the internet. Sadly, thanks to that, there are a few projects that wont be seen for a while from this quarter. Flash-wise, though, Im finishing up my fourth animation, which includes an original character I designed. Its kind of weird, but I like what the character design is like, at least. I really need to post up my animations...Hmm. Also, Im still obsessed with those earth portal things. I just made one and somehow figured out how to, in the place of a color balance adjustment layer, overlay a gradient onto my latest one. Its a little plain, and the angle might look better if NOT horizontal, but I have to admit, what I made looks pretty darn cool. I might make a quad of four rainbow/gradient ones now. I also just made a super awesome effect by, before adding a wave to my thing, going from rectangular to polar in polar coordinates, adding some wind, and going back from polar to rectangular. (Sorry if the PS lingo is completely confusing; this is partially so Ill remember what Ive done. And if you do get it, then great!

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School other than Flash and Photoshop is...eh, school. Last week, I took my AP Chemistry examthe cumulative exam of an AP course thats all standardized and can possibly count for college credit or something. It was scary, and Im certain I didnt do quite excellently, but its over...also, my guidance counselor came to me earlier this period and informed me I have to scuttle over to his office for course issues for next year. An elective I chose isnt being done...(and also, unless Im blind, I dont have a history course next year o_O And thats not supposed to be so.)
I seriously, seriously, seriously miss being on deviantART. My days are getting less and less sweet knowing that Im being cut off from people I know. Not to mention, Im finding that my Internet is increasingly buggy. Im not getting popups like mad anymore, but my internet is crashing, my C++ is going haywire and momentarily making my taskbar disappear (and sometimes that happens for prolonged periods of time, meaning I have to restart my computer). Im starting to try and figure out how Im going to go about telling my parents something is wrong with my computer. Im nervous about it, because I know Ill definitely get shit for going to websites, and theyll probably blame deviantART and ban me from going there (even though I know for a fact dA is innocent) or something, and Ill probably have to pay for whatever we end up doing with the computer, which sucks because as of yet I still dont have any sort of job. I need to get my working papers processed...
Eh. Im running out of things to talk about. If I can get these computers to cooperate, I will try to post something. Other than that...I hope all of you are doing well!
Devious Comments
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"People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost"
hey u changed ur icon again!!!!
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"Kaze No Breezu" ~ AnnamaeTezuka <[link]
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"Through the fire and the flames, we carry on." - Dragonforce
My videos - [link]
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I am also known as "Aartsee1" [link] -traditional work
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BEHOLD! MY GALLERY --> [link] *MWAHAHAHA* XD
Clubs:
:iconHarlock-Fan-Club:
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In darkness we learn about ourselves. In Light we learn about others. To show others about ourselves we must shine light into our darkness.
I'm good. And you?
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In darkness we learn about ourselves. In Light we learn about others. To show others about ourselves we must shine light into our darkness.
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Clubs! ~AngelTigressClub ~catgirl-zone ~the-ninja-club ~LooneyTunes ~scclub *FemaleMuscle ~Serge-Fanclub ~originalcharacters
Youtube page: [link]
When a Girl is quiet ...
millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering
how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns
to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
If you open this you have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!!
If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for someone. copy and send this to your whole list. In 5 minutes your true love will call or message you.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.
So get ready for the biggest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important
time
of your life. send this to 15 people in 15 minutes to carry on the chain...and spare yourself the emotional stress.
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"Kaze No Breezu" ~ AnnamaeTezuka <[link]
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If you've been poked it shows that you are either a very good friend or a very good artist. If you have been poked then you must poke at least five people on DA that you view as a great friend or a great artist as well as the one who poked you. Happy Poking!
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"Kaze No Breezu" ~ AnnamaeTezuka <[link]
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Threw the vail of shadows in the darkness where nightmares hide, on an island of despair upon an alter of elderitch light, bring forth terror and madness from pure thought.
That is where you shall find me.
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YOU'VE BEEN POKED!
If you've been poked it shows that you are either a very good friend or a very good artist. If you have been poked then you must poke at least five people on DA that you view as a great friend or a great artist as well as the one who poked you. Happy Poking!
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poke!! ^^
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